Post by Jojo on Sept 27, 2006 16:55:26 GMT -5
I'm lying on my bed at night,
Darkness enveloping my body and mind.
My eyes are closed, my breathing slow...
I'm trying to figure this out.
The smell of your shirt floats toward me,
Like it used to when you were here.
It always made me smile, but now...
But now my lip trembles at the scent.
I open my eyes and glance around the room,
So familiar yet so alien to me.
How many days, weeks, months was it?
It seemed forever to me.
I turn onto my side, needing to move around.
My thoughts dwell on you, and you alone,
Threatening to finally lose control
Over something I fought to keep inside.
It's raining outside now, I can see,
The weater reflecting my emotions.
Raindrops glide down the closed window,
And I shudder at the eerie relation.
You, who were supposed to be my one and only...
You, who never showed me the love I showed you...
I sit on my bed, crying at night,
Wanting you to come and hold me.
Darkness enveloping my body and mind.
My eyes are closed, my breathing slow...
I'm trying to figure this out.
The smell of your shirt floats toward me,
Like it used to when you were here.
It always made me smile, but now...
But now my lip trembles at the scent.
I open my eyes and glance around the room,
So familiar yet so alien to me.
How many days, weeks, months was it?
It seemed forever to me.
I turn onto my side, needing to move around.
My thoughts dwell on you, and you alone,
Threatening to finally lose control
Over something I fought to keep inside.
It's raining outside now, I can see,
The weater reflecting my emotions.
Raindrops glide down the closed window,
And I shudder at the eerie relation.
You, who were supposed to be my one and only...
You, who never showed me the love I showed you...
I sit on my bed, crying at night,
Wanting you to come and hold me.
