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Post by panther on Nov 1, 2007 22:37:49 GMT -5
I wrote this poem a few days ago when I was going through this really hard time in my life... anyways I'm over it now. ~Panther Good Girl
I’m a good girl, Aren’t I? But you can’t see The secrets that I keep So deep inside. I am crushed, Torn open, Bruised, And broken. Day on day, Hour on hour— Broken lies— There are so many tears I’ve cried I feel wasted, Useless— I feel no joy, Only pain. I have few friends The best of which is a knife: Small cuts, Big cuts, Deep and shallow— Words and lines That bleed my shame. Who could love me? Who could care? I am just that good girl; The one everyone thinks they know— All straight ‘A’s and purity Perfect looks and not a problem in the world; But it’s just a façade Underneath the exterior There is a girl Bleeding inside I know you can’t see it But I can’t take the pain, Every night I cry myself to sleep, Writhing in anger, Smoldering, Biding my time. And night after night New blood is spilled And I realize what is going on I’m battling it away again You know no one cares, Their blank faces— empty stares. A tic-tac-toe game Drawn in blood. Here with this knife This is where I have control One day I’ll let it all bleed out And then the pain won’t matter Because it’ll all be gone, And I won’t care. After all, they only see the outside They never look close enough to see the real me They only see the good girl But that doesn’t help I’m not just the good girl, I too am me.
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