Post by silverflame on Oct 5, 2005 9:59:52 GMT -5
Lonely In Secret
He was always there,
Playing video games
And telling jokes.
He always made me laugh.
He knew what to say.
He knew what to do
To chase away
The darkness of dreams.
We teamed together.
Acting as snipers
Against strange monsters.
We never lost.
He teased me of obsessions.
Foolish dreams now lost.
He taught me to live
Without the pressures of others.
He calls every night
To tell me of a new game,
Or to quell a secret loneliness
That he’ll never admit.
Our conversations
Always jokes of crimes.
But ones we’ll never commit.
We never get past talk.
He convinces me I’m more
Than what others see.
He tells me I am crazy
But never literally.
We talk about frustrations.
We talk about excitement.
He knows my wishes.
He knows my dreams.
Brother and sister.
He treated me like a princess.
Now miles apart
He still gives me taunts.
The last games suggested
One of horror.
One of destiny.
Both he knows I’d play.
The words he used
To convince me of their worth,
“You can tear people in half.”
Gore’s always second to story.
Even though he’s distant
He told me to sing.
He sang with me to chase away
His secret loneliness.
He was always there,
Playing video games
And telling jokes.
He always made me laugh.
He knew what to say.
He knew what to do
To chase away
The darkness of dreams.
We teamed together.
Acting as snipers
Against strange monsters.
We never lost.
He teased me of obsessions.
Foolish dreams now lost.
He taught me to live
Without the pressures of others.
He calls every night
To tell me of a new game,
Or to quell a secret loneliness
That he’ll never admit.
Our conversations
Always jokes of crimes.
But ones we’ll never commit.
We never get past talk.
He convinces me I’m more
Than what others see.
He tells me I am crazy
But never literally.
We talk about frustrations.
We talk about excitement.
He knows my wishes.
He knows my dreams.
Brother and sister.
He treated me like a princess.
Now miles apart
He still gives me taunts.
The last games suggested
One of horror.
One of destiny.
Both he knows I’d play.
The words he used
To convince me of their worth,
“You can tear people in half.”
Gore’s always second to story.
Even though he’s distant
He told me to sing.
He sang with me to chase away
His secret loneliness.
