Post by Meluivan Indil on Dec 19, 2006 20:55:47 GMT -5
Disclaimer: I do not own the movie rights to Basil and am receiving no monetary gain from writing this fic. No infringement is intended.
Summary: The last we see of John Mannion he is lying at the bottom of a cliff and it is assumed that he is dead. But what if he did not die. Can he persevere through what his life has become? Can he let go of his hatred from the past? And can life hold something dear for him other than his plans of revenge? John/OFC, Basil/Clara. Rated T for language, violence and implied sexual situations.
A/N: Italics denote unspoken thought. This fic is mostly John centric but later on there is quite a lot of Basil also.
Chapter 1
That face. That could not be his face. No, gone were the smooth features. Gone was the rakish smile. Gone was the rugged handsomeness that had drawn Julia to him to begin with. Julia, she was gone too. She had died in his arms as she held their newborn baby. Their baby. Where was the baby? Had Basil taken her or had he gotten one last instance of revenge by leaving the baby to die of starvation and neglect in her dead mother’s arms? What would become of his child?
All of it was his fault. His all consuming rage and need for revenge upon Basil’s father had done this to all of them. Now where were they? Basil was an outcast, shunned by all of society for his dishonor in wedding below his class. Julia was dead and the only true crime she had committed was to fall in love with a man incapable of love and shunning the love of a man who was beyond devoted to her. He had told Basil that hate was love’s twin. But no, that was not at all true. Love was the most honorable of emotions and one he had not been able to experience since childhood. Hate, that is what he felt. Ever growing hatred for a man and a society that showed indifference and loathing for those he had loved such a long time before.
Now look where he was. Where was he anyway? He remembered looking out to the horizon as he just allowed himself to fall from the cliff. It had been a moment of freedom. A moment of freedom from the all-consuming self-loathing he had felt since the first day he had set into motion his plan of revenge. It had been so easy to set the events into motion, which would bring down Basil and in turn bring down his father. The boy was so naïve and had played into his plans without second thought. But for that very reason John had felt pangs of regret at doing such horrible things to the boy. Basil was a typically droll upper class who thought way to highly of himself. But John had seen shadows of the young man’s true self, hidden deep within. Basil was just as much a tortured soul as John had been. His father had seen to that. That man could ruin a life with the drop of a hat and had done so far too many times. For his own part in the ruin of a friend he had learned to loath himself almost as much as that evil man who had ruined his life before he was even more than a boy himself. But that was all over now. Surely he was dead. Surely the fall had killed him. But if he was dead why did he still have thoughts in his head? Was he in heaven? No, that place was reserved for others who had never done the horrible things he had. So was it to be hell then? There was only one way to find out.
His eyes slowly opened to the blurry vision of a young woman sitting before him smiling. “Ah, I see you have finally decided to rejoin the living, Sir.” The voice was soft but had a humorous tone that he had not expected.
So I do live. Now isn’t that a hell of a joke to play on a man in my position?
“Would you like a drink of water? You have not had much liquid to quench your thirst in the past few days.” The voice held a quality of concern. Yet again unexpected. He nodded and then immediately regretted it as pain coursed through his head.
Please tell me I am dead and this is just a cruel dream that hell has cooked up for me.
“Please, don’t move too much,” the woman pleaded as she retrieved a glass of water and moved closer to him pressing the glass to his deformed lips.
Feeling the glass on his lips he realized that the scarf that he used to cover the lower part of his face was gone and she could see his mutilation. Be damned the pain he reached up pushing her hand away spilling the water down his front as he covered his lower face with his arm and tried to turn his face away from hers.
Please don’t look at me.
Then the pain from his movements caught hold and he bit down on his tongue drawing blood with the force of the action.
“No, don’t do that. I want to help you, Sir,” the woman said trying to pull his arm down. “You are going to hurt yourself more. I have worked for days to set your broken bones and heal the cuts and bruises you received in your fall.”
John turned his face back to the woman but did not pull his arm away. “Why? Why didn’t you just let me die? That was what I wanted.”
His vision had cleared and he could see the woman look down for a moment not holding his eyes. “I could not just allow you to die. That would be too horrible to withstand.”
John couldn’t help the chuckle dripping with sarcasm from falling from his lips. “And this is not horrible,” he demanded reaching out quickly with the arm that had been covering his face and grasping her chin pulling it up so she looked directly at his face.
The young woman did not flinch or look away. She just sighed deeply. “To most it probably is, but it matters not to me. I saw a life in jeopardy and acted. I apologize if that is not what you planned, but I see every life as precious and thus so could not let yours go.”
John let his hand fall from her chin and looked down away from her piercing gaze. “You see things in a strange light, girl. But I suppose I can not fault you for doing what you saw as right.”
A small smile spread upon her face at his words. Just maybe she could keep him alive for a little longer. Long enough to convince him that he really wanted to stay that way.
“Now, will you allow me to give you some water that you do not end up wearing?” she asked brightly picking up the empty water glass he had knocked from her hand earlier.
He nodded once still not looking up at her.
She refilled the water from a pitcher she had placed beside the bed and reached out her hand holding the glass. He immediately wrapped one hand around the glass taking it from her hand and moved it shakily to his lips.
d**n, don’t you look the fool? You can’t even keep your hand steady enough to drink a glass of water.
His hand fumbled and nearly dropped the glass when her hand reached out steadying it enough to allow him to tip it up and drink a small amount. She pulled the glass away after a moment. “Not too much at once. You’ll become ill.”
He finally let his eyes stray to her face again. “Thank you, Miss…”
“Marshall, Mia Marshall. But please call me Mia. We are far from civilization and there is no need to stand on formalities out here,” she answered reaching one hand out squeezing his own comfortingly.
He nodded and then offered his own name. “John Mannion.”
“Nice to make your acquaintance, John Mannion. Now if you don’t mind, I will help you change the shirt you just soaked and see to your wounds again.” Mia smiled standing and moving towards him letting him know he had no choice in the matter.
God for some one who says she saved me she sure is doing her best to try to kill me now. The thought came unbidden as he panted heavily after she changed his shirt and began to inspect his broken bones. He had discovered that in the fall he had sustained a broken leg and forearm along with several cracked ribs and numerous cuts covering the rest of his body. All in all it was a miracle that neither one nor all of his wounds had managed to kill him.
“That is the last, Mr. Mannion,” Mia said after re-splinting his forearm. “You are safe from my ministrations for a short while now.
“That would be a good thing,” he panted breathlessly. “And call me John.”
With that said a loud crying noise was heard from the next room. “I’ll be right back,” Mia said standing quickly heading into a small room off of the den.
Surely, no. It could not be. How would she have known about the baby? How could she have found her?
But then his questions were answered as Mia returned holding an infant girl that looked to be about a year old. “This is Sarah, my daughter,” she beamed at the small girl who had finally stopped crying.
“Beautiful child,” John whispered his words breaking slightly. It was true. He noticed that the babe’s heart-like facial shape was all she shared in common with her mother. Where the baby’s skin tone was golden, her mother’s was pale, almost translucent. And where the baby’s hair was all golden curls, her mother’s was the color of raven’s wings and long and straight. “Where is your husband?” he asked realizing he had not imagined anyone else living there with her.
“Gone. Long before Sarah here was born. It is just us now.” John noticed that she did not seem all too upset by her own words but did not comment.
John looked around at the small cottage they were in and could tell that the young woman had put a lot of care and warmth into the place to make it the best home for her child. He wondered for a moment what a solitary life like that would be like. But was sure from watching the mother and child that neither of them would ever lack for companionship as long as they had each other.
After Sarah had eaten and went back to sleep Mia prepared a light meal for the two of them, not wanting to overdue the food he ate just yet, until he was able to withstand more. As she sat on the edge of his bed she noticed him grimace and saw the beads of sweat forming on his brow. She could tell that the pain he was suffering was taking a great toll on him. “I’m sorry, John. I don’t have anything for pain. Not even a bottle of cheap ale,” she whispered spooning some broth into his mouth. He had finally agreed that he was too weak to feed himself and would have to let her do it for him.
“I will be fine,” he answered looking away as he noticed her staring at him.
“You must eat. Please,” she pleaded. “You must get your strength back.”
“What difference does it make?” he said barely above a whisper.
“Sir… John, I can tell that however you gained your facial injuries occurred some time ago. You have been alive all this time since. So there must be something you are living for.” Mia knew it was none of her business but still she felt compelled to put forth an argument anyway.
“Maybe I just realized that the thing I was living for wasn’t worth having to begin with,” he argued angrily.
Mia nodded in slight understanding. She understood the sentiment and had seen it before in others she had cared for. And she decided to tell him the same as she had them. “Well in that case you need to find something else to live for. Something that is worthy.”
“How am I to do such a thing? Look at me. There is no place in this life for someone who looks like this. I cannot find employment. I cannot attract a wife or have a family. Tell me, other than hate and revenge what else is there that I can live for?” John hadn’t wanted to have this conversation with this woman. She seemed like a very caring person, but still she was being naïve if she believed he had anything in life to look forward to. “And I’m tired of hate and revenge. So d**n tired.” With those words he sunk back into his pillows letting his head loll to the side facing away from her.
Mia paused for a moment afraid to say what she was thinking. She knew what she was thinking could very well make him even more angry with her. But still if she could only convince him…
“What if I told you that a normal life was not beyond hope for you, John?” she whispered in an unsure voice.
“Then I would call you a liar, Miss,” he answered still looking away.
“What if I said that I have seen people much more deformed than you come back to a semblance of their former selves?” she did not let his words deter her. “Though they were not healed of their disease they were able to slow its deforming progress and in some cases reverse it for a time.”
This piqued John’s curiosity as he swung his face around again to stare at her in confusion. “What are you speaking of?”
“Lepers.” Her voice had regained some of its strength with his attention. The word was not spoken in disgust as he usually heard but instead with a light of hope in her voice. “There is a poultice that I have seen used on them that at least allows healing to begin. Even though it could not heal the disease itself and they finally succumbed to its ravages some were able to at least stand the sight of their selves for a short period.”
“How would something like this help me? And how do you know of such things?” His curiosity was becoming insatiable with her words.
Now that she had his full attention and she was sure he would not yell at her for her suggestion her excitement at the thought of truly helping him increased and she leaned forward in anticipation. “Don’t you see? Someone who is not suffering from that disease but was still mutilated in such a way could regain much of their former features by using such a treatment. Not to embarrass you but while you were sleeping I studied your face. Though your jaw was broken and that cannot be changed the outside deformity is still raw in most places and has not been given much chance of healing. I suppose that is due to being in the elements too much since the incident. But that might actually work in your favor for that means that scar tissue has not formed as readily. If we were to apply this poultice each evening before bed eventually the swelling and redness would be gone and it would lessen the appearance of scar tissue also.”
John could not believe what he was hearing. Could any of that truly be possible? Could she really erase the monster he had become? “I could look normal again?”
“Well, I can’t promise that you would look the same as before. That would be impossible. There would still be some scar tissue and you would never be able to grow facial hair again, but you would look more or less like a normal person with a few pronounced scars similar to someone who has recovered from say the pox.” She seemed to hold her breath waiting for his reply.
“Do you know where to get this poultice?” He noticed that she had not answered his questions about how she knew about the treatment, but he did not push it.
“I can make it, here in my home. The forest surrounding us will provide the ingredients,” she answered waving her hand in the air motioning to the woods unseen outside her cottage.
“If I agree to this, how long would it take for this to work?” He did not want to become completely enamored with the idea. It seemed too good to be true but still it would be worth the effort.
“I can’t tell you for sure. All of the patients I have seen treated by it eventually died and the treatment was never finished to its final outcome.” She did not want to give him false hope but it was impossible to disguise the excitement in her voice. “But in most cases a small difference was noticed within a few days and major differences within months. Full treatment though could last up to a couple of years or longer.”
John felt as if his heart was sinking. Years. Years of wasted life. He had already wasted so much of his life on earth. But what other choice did he have? It was that or a life of hiding from society or death. And though part of him did not believe that he deserved better than death another part of him yearned for a second chance to live a life that would hold more than it ever had before.
Just as he began to truly consider her suggestion a thought came to him. “But what of you? You would have to dedicate a large portion of your life to me. And your child would have to grow up with this hideous face in her home. What would that do to her?”
“Sir, I have spent a large part of my life caring for others who were not able to care for themselves. It is what I was raised to do. My father was a physician. He treated the people in the Leper colony that was near our home for most of my childhood and I spent most of my time by his side. Doing this for you, honestly is nothing compared to that. You at least will soon be able to care for yourself once your injuries have healed. And as for my child, she will grow up as I did. I will not keep from her the hardships of life like some doting nobleman’s daughter who thinks of nothing more than her own comfort and snaring a good husband. As far as I am concerned the worst injustice a person can ever shift onto their own offspring is to promote ignorance towards the atrocities of our lives.” Her words were filled with an amount of conviction that he had never heard from a woman’s mouth before. Yet again this woman was surprising him at every turn.
He stared at her for a moment not sure if he should even consider putting his faith in her. But then one thought came undeniably to his mind. What do I have to lose?
Summary: The last we see of John Mannion he is lying at the bottom of a cliff and it is assumed that he is dead. But what if he did not die. Can he persevere through what his life has become? Can he let go of his hatred from the past? And can life hold something dear for him other than his plans of revenge? John/OFC, Basil/Clara. Rated T for language, violence and implied sexual situations.
A/N: Italics denote unspoken thought. This fic is mostly John centric but later on there is quite a lot of Basil also.
Body and Soul
Chapter 1
That face. That could not be his face. No, gone were the smooth features. Gone was the rakish smile. Gone was the rugged handsomeness that had drawn Julia to him to begin with. Julia, she was gone too. She had died in his arms as she held their newborn baby. Their baby. Where was the baby? Had Basil taken her or had he gotten one last instance of revenge by leaving the baby to die of starvation and neglect in her dead mother’s arms? What would become of his child?
All of it was his fault. His all consuming rage and need for revenge upon Basil’s father had done this to all of them. Now where were they? Basil was an outcast, shunned by all of society for his dishonor in wedding below his class. Julia was dead and the only true crime she had committed was to fall in love with a man incapable of love and shunning the love of a man who was beyond devoted to her. He had told Basil that hate was love’s twin. But no, that was not at all true. Love was the most honorable of emotions and one he had not been able to experience since childhood. Hate, that is what he felt. Ever growing hatred for a man and a society that showed indifference and loathing for those he had loved such a long time before.
Now look where he was. Where was he anyway? He remembered looking out to the horizon as he just allowed himself to fall from the cliff. It had been a moment of freedom. A moment of freedom from the all-consuming self-loathing he had felt since the first day he had set into motion his plan of revenge. It had been so easy to set the events into motion, which would bring down Basil and in turn bring down his father. The boy was so naïve and had played into his plans without second thought. But for that very reason John had felt pangs of regret at doing such horrible things to the boy. Basil was a typically droll upper class who thought way to highly of himself. But John had seen shadows of the young man’s true self, hidden deep within. Basil was just as much a tortured soul as John had been. His father had seen to that. That man could ruin a life with the drop of a hat and had done so far too many times. For his own part in the ruin of a friend he had learned to loath himself almost as much as that evil man who had ruined his life before he was even more than a boy himself. But that was all over now. Surely he was dead. Surely the fall had killed him. But if he was dead why did he still have thoughts in his head? Was he in heaven? No, that place was reserved for others who had never done the horrible things he had. So was it to be hell then? There was only one way to find out.
His eyes slowly opened to the blurry vision of a young woman sitting before him smiling. “Ah, I see you have finally decided to rejoin the living, Sir.” The voice was soft but had a humorous tone that he had not expected.
So I do live. Now isn’t that a hell of a joke to play on a man in my position?
“Would you like a drink of water? You have not had much liquid to quench your thirst in the past few days.” The voice held a quality of concern. Yet again unexpected. He nodded and then immediately regretted it as pain coursed through his head.
Please tell me I am dead and this is just a cruel dream that hell has cooked up for me.
“Please, don’t move too much,” the woman pleaded as she retrieved a glass of water and moved closer to him pressing the glass to his deformed lips.
Feeling the glass on his lips he realized that the scarf that he used to cover the lower part of his face was gone and she could see his mutilation. Be damned the pain he reached up pushing her hand away spilling the water down his front as he covered his lower face with his arm and tried to turn his face away from hers.
Please don’t look at me.
Then the pain from his movements caught hold and he bit down on his tongue drawing blood with the force of the action.
“No, don’t do that. I want to help you, Sir,” the woman said trying to pull his arm down. “You are going to hurt yourself more. I have worked for days to set your broken bones and heal the cuts and bruises you received in your fall.”
John turned his face back to the woman but did not pull his arm away. “Why? Why didn’t you just let me die? That was what I wanted.”
His vision had cleared and he could see the woman look down for a moment not holding his eyes. “I could not just allow you to die. That would be too horrible to withstand.”
John couldn’t help the chuckle dripping with sarcasm from falling from his lips. “And this is not horrible,” he demanded reaching out quickly with the arm that had been covering his face and grasping her chin pulling it up so she looked directly at his face.
The young woman did not flinch or look away. She just sighed deeply. “To most it probably is, but it matters not to me. I saw a life in jeopardy and acted. I apologize if that is not what you planned, but I see every life as precious and thus so could not let yours go.”
John let his hand fall from her chin and looked down away from her piercing gaze. “You see things in a strange light, girl. But I suppose I can not fault you for doing what you saw as right.”
A small smile spread upon her face at his words. Just maybe she could keep him alive for a little longer. Long enough to convince him that he really wanted to stay that way.
“Now, will you allow me to give you some water that you do not end up wearing?” she asked brightly picking up the empty water glass he had knocked from her hand earlier.
He nodded once still not looking up at her.
She refilled the water from a pitcher she had placed beside the bed and reached out her hand holding the glass. He immediately wrapped one hand around the glass taking it from her hand and moved it shakily to his lips.
d**n, don’t you look the fool? You can’t even keep your hand steady enough to drink a glass of water.
His hand fumbled and nearly dropped the glass when her hand reached out steadying it enough to allow him to tip it up and drink a small amount. She pulled the glass away after a moment. “Not too much at once. You’ll become ill.”
He finally let his eyes stray to her face again. “Thank you, Miss…”
“Marshall, Mia Marshall. But please call me Mia. We are far from civilization and there is no need to stand on formalities out here,” she answered reaching one hand out squeezing his own comfortingly.
He nodded and then offered his own name. “John Mannion.”
“Nice to make your acquaintance, John Mannion. Now if you don’t mind, I will help you change the shirt you just soaked and see to your wounds again.” Mia smiled standing and moving towards him letting him know he had no choice in the matter.
God for some one who says she saved me she sure is doing her best to try to kill me now. The thought came unbidden as he panted heavily after she changed his shirt and began to inspect his broken bones. He had discovered that in the fall he had sustained a broken leg and forearm along with several cracked ribs and numerous cuts covering the rest of his body. All in all it was a miracle that neither one nor all of his wounds had managed to kill him.
“That is the last, Mr. Mannion,” Mia said after re-splinting his forearm. “You are safe from my ministrations for a short while now.
“That would be a good thing,” he panted breathlessly. “And call me John.”
With that said a loud crying noise was heard from the next room. “I’ll be right back,” Mia said standing quickly heading into a small room off of the den.
Surely, no. It could not be. How would she have known about the baby? How could she have found her?
But then his questions were answered as Mia returned holding an infant girl that looked to be about a year old. “This is Sarah, my daughter,” she beamed at the small girl who had finally stopped crying.
“Beautiful child,” John whispered his words breaking slightly. It was true. He noticed that the babe’s heart-like facial shape was all she shared in common with her mother. Where the baby’s skin tone was golden, her mother’s was pale, almost translucent. And where the baby’s hair was all golden curls, her mother’s was the color of raven’s wings and long and straight. “Where is your husband?” he asked realizing he had not imagined anyone else living there with her.
“Gone. Long before Sarah here was born. It is just us now.” John noticed that she did not seem all too upset by her own words but did not comment.
John looked around at the small cottage they were in and could tell that the young woman had put a lot of care and warmth into the place to make it the best home for her child. He wondered for a moment what a solitary life like that would be like. But was sure from watching the mother and child that neither of them would ever lack for companionship as long as they had each other.
After Sarah had eaten and went back to sleep Mia prepared a light meal for the two of them, not wanting to overdue the food he ate just yet, until he was able to withstand more. As she sat on the edge of his bed she noticed him grimace and saw the beads of sweat forming on his brow. She could tell that the pain he was suffering was taking a great toll on him. “I’m sorry, John. I don’t have anything for pain. Not even a bottle of cheap ale,” she whispered spooning some broth into his mouth. He had finally agreed that he was too weak to feed himself and would have to let her do it for him.
“I will be fine,” he answered looking away as he noticed her staring at him.
“You must eat. Please,” she pleaded. “You must get your strength back.”
“What difference does it make?” he said barely above a whisper.
“Sir… John, I can tell that however you gained your facial injuries occurred some time ago. You have been alive all this time since. So there must be something you are living for.” Mia knew it was none of her business but still she felt compelled to put forth an argument anyway.
“Maybe I just realized that the thing I was living for wasn’t worth having to begin with,” he argued angrily.
Mia nodded in slight understanding. She understood the sentiment and had seen it before in others she had cared for. And she decided to tell him the same as she had them. “Well in that case you need to find something else to live for. Something that is worthy.”
“How am I to do such a thing? Look at me. There is no place in this life for someone who looks like this. I cannot find employment. I cannot attract a wife or have a family. Tell me, other than hate and revenge what else is there that I can live for?” John hadn’t wanted to have this conversation with this woman. She seemed like a very caring person, but still she was being naïve if she believed he had anything in life to look forward to. “And I’m tired of hate and revenge. So d**n tired.” With those words he sunk back into his pillows letting his head loll to the side facing away from her.
Mia paused for a moment afraid to say what she was thinking. She knew what she was thinking could very well make him even more angry with her. But still if she could only convince him…
“What if I told you that a normal life was not beyond hope for you, John?” she whispered in an unsure voice.
“Then I would call you a liar, Miss,” he answered still looking away.
“What if I said that I have seen people much more deformed than you come back to a semblance of their former selves?” she did not let his words deter her. “Though they were not healed of their disease they were able to slow its deforming progress and in some cases reverse it for a time.”
This piqued John’s curiosity as he swung his face around again to stare at her in confusion. “What are you speaking of?”
“Lepers.” Her voice had regained some of its strength with his attention. The word was not spoken in disgust as he usually heard but instead with a light of hope in her voice. “There is a poultice that I have seen used on them that at least allows healing to begin. Even though it could not heal the disease itself and they finally succumbed to its ravages some were able to at least stand the sight of their selves for a short period.”
“How would something like this help me? And how do you know of such things?” His curiosity was becoming insatiable with her words.
Now that she had his full attention and she was sure he would not yell at her for her suggestion her excitement at the thought of truly helping him increased and she leaned forward in anticipation. “Don’t you see? Someone who is not suffering from that disease but was still mutilated in such a way could regain much of their former features by using such a treatment. Not to embarrass you but while you were sleeping I studied your face. Though your jaw was broken and that cannot be changed the outside deformity is still raw in most places and has not been given much chance of healing. I suppose that is due to being in the elements too much since the incident. But that might actually work in your favor for that means that scar tissue has not formed as readily. If we were to apply this poultice each evening before bed eventually the swelling and redness would be gone and it would lessen the appearance of scar tissue also.”
John could not believe what he was hearing. Could any of that truly be possible? Could she really erase the monster he had become? “I could look normal again?”
“Well, I can’t promise that you would look the same as before. That would be impossible. There would still be some scar tissue and you would never be able to grow facial hair again, but you would look more or less like a normal person with a few pronounced scars similar to someone who has recovered from say the pox.” She seemed to hold her breath waiting for his reply.
“Do you know where to get this poultice?” He noticed that she had not answered his questions about how she knew about the treatment, but he did not push it.
“I can make it, here in my home. The forest surrounding us will provide the ingredients,” she answered waving her hand in the air motioning to the woods unseen outside her cottage.
“If I agree to this, how long would it take for this to work?” He did not want to become completely enamored with the idea. It seemed too good to be true but still it would be worth the effort.
“I can’t tell you for sure. All of the patients I have seen treated by it eventually died and the treatment was never finished to its final outcome.” She did not want to give him false hope but it was impossible to disguise the excitement in her voice. “But in most cases a small difference was noticed within a few days and major differences within months. Full treatment though could last up to a couple of years or longer.”
John felt as if his heart was sinking. Years. Years of wasted life. He had already wasted so much of his life on earth. But what other choice did he have? It was that or a life of hiding from society or death. And though part of him did not believe that he deserved better than death another part of him yearned for a second chance to live a life that would hold more than it ever had before.
Just as he began to truly consider her suggestion a thought came to him. “But what of you? You would have to dedicate a large portion of your life to me. And your child would have to grow up with this hideous face in her home. What would that do to her?”
“Sir, I have spent a large part of my life caring for others who were not able to care for themselves. It is what I was raised to do. My father was a physician. He treated the people in the Leper colony that was near our home for most of my childhood and I spent most of my time by his side. Doing this for you, honestly is nothing compared to that. You at least will soon be able to care for yourself once your injuries have healed. And as for my child, she will grow up as I did. I will not keep from her the hardships of life like some doting nobleman’s daughter who thinks of nothing more than her own comfort and snaring a good husband. As far as I am concerned the worst injustice a person can ever shift onto their own offspring is to promote ignorance towards the atrocities of our lives.” Her words were filled with an amount of conviction that he had never heard from a woman’s mouth before. Yet again this woman was surprising him at every turn.
He stared at her for a moment not sure if he should even consider putting his faith in her. But then one thought came undeniably to his mind. What do I have to lose?